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#throwback to our precious anniversary date ♡ We've been officially together fr a year but it definitely feels much longer than that. We've stuck w each other through ups & downs and I'm glad he chose to stay by my side despite my flaws. He fought fr me & fought through all my early doubts, to prove to me that we can make this happen. And indeed we've made it past our one year mark :') On our anniversary, he took me to Burger & Lobster @ Genting. This is my current fav pic of us ♡ Although he looks a bit serious haha but that's his trademark look la cos he's actually a very quiet person (unless we're alone). The drive up was super cray. It rained very heavily at first & when it finally stopped, it was so misty we could hardly see a thing. Food however, was good! I'm in love w their famous lemon & garlic butter sauce. The lobster was juicy. Salad was yums; fresh, & it had shaved cheese on it. Looking forward to ...

Been a rough June so I kinda broke down in the previous post *face palm* Spending time w Baby N makes things better tho. Don't hafta think as much whenever he's around to disturb me :x Been a fun couple of days w him even though I fell sick (again). Initially recovered but didn't watch what I eat + stopped taking antibiotics, think myself is supergirl lol. So I gotta suffer round 2. P/S: Craving a bowl of Ippudo Ramen. The hothot soup, soft boiled egg & seaweed, omgahh.

Can you show me what it feels like? To have to run away. Funny how just one sesh is able to make me feel so skinny. Also funny how one small portion of my meal is able to make me feel so fat, ugly & bloated. Most of the time I wish I can do it the easy way, nt gna deny that. But nt only am I gna hurt myself, I'll be hurting the people who care fr me too. Sigh. Mixed feelings. I'm at the happiest point of my life yet I also feel it's the saddest. Call me crazy, but that's exactly how I feel. Guess I'm alrdy numb. Even though things are kinda bad I taught myself to be grateful. From a negative person I forced myself along the years to be positive no matter how I really feel inside. And I've gotten so good at it it's like the pretense had become real & idk how to differentiate anymore. I just wish things'll turn out great in the near future. Idk how much longer I can hold. Sometimes I feel like I'm abt to break.

Waking up & all I could think of is iced peanut butter latte (mad crave ugh, but I'm lazy to head to the mall today) & the new addition to the family; Muffin the teacup pom ♡ I'm supposed to be responsible fr him fr 5 whole days when fam goes to Phuket, & I'm nervous cos he's this little fragile thing, only 2.5 months old. It may come as a surprise but I haven't really taken care of a pet before. He's so cute tho :3 I like to think of him as a baby Polar haha. This cutie is imported & came by plane. Sister's bf bought him so suddenly, one day I came home & was like o_o & yep, he pampers her a lot. Probably gna be another unproductive day since I'm down w sore throat. Went to the clinic earlier, when what I really want is beerrrrr. Especially in this perfect weather. It just finished raining the whole day, best weather to be outdoors sippin on drinks & talking to friends, imo. I've been alcohol-free fr 6 days ...

Run away or just stay, You can't deceive past days. Happiness is a moment, No need to be spoken. So live for the one you love. -- #throwback to happier, carefree times.

Take me to places I've never been, xx. Happy July & welcome to my new blog! I find myself feeling pretty uncomfortable writing personal posts in my main site, hence the disappearance fr over six months. Unlike before, I'm nt as open. People change, I guess. So here I'll be from now! Where it'll be private (sorta). W less audience, I'm gna be posting the randomest things to my heart's content! Feels good to be blogging again tho, as I know I'll enjoy rereading years from now; like taking a walk down memorylane. Currently missing the Banana & Dulcey. My favorite dessert @ Dew, Bangsar. Their hot matcha latte is TDF. Not really a fan of matcha but this one is an exception. Ikr, so many desserts fr just 2 girls lol. But I'm doing it fr the pix! Haha. I received msgs/comments from many people asking where's this place after I posted the pix. But the rest of the desserts was just okay-ish tbh, the Kopiko Tart was way too bitter fr my ...