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Lotsa people are sudd so patriotic today. "Saya anak Malaysia, Merdeka ootd, Merdeka eyelashes" (err? Related meh? Lol), etc. Whereas on normal days "F Malaysia so jam. F Malaysia forever so hot". Umm? Don't so pretentious can? ~_~ Anywaysss, I had a pretty sucky day today. Tummy hurts badly due to eating spicy food. Yep, I'm a noob at eating spicy. Major angmoh tongue. After I felt better, I had Subway sandwich as my first meal & got mild food poisoning lmao. Puked like 3x, had slight headache & popped Panadols. Luckily I have ntg to do today, & I wasn't planning on going anywhr as well cos everywhr'd be swarmed w people since it's a public hol. So nw my stomach's super empty. & I can't stuff anything else cos I'm feeling nauseous. Oh wells. Hoping tmr'd be a great day (: I suggested to the bunch to go have xiu yok min fr dinner in KL tmr. Haven't been there fr a year. Just some simple roadside stall which...

Idk how many party posts I wna blog lol. But yeah, instead of exploring cafes, going fr brunches/dinners & stuff, I've been drinking a lot the past year or more. Gg. I haven't even traveled fr almost 2 years without realizing. Hello, best friend. Hey, beautiful girl from Russia *heart eyes* Lose like dog. I suck at pool lol. & thx paparazzi Kate fr the pix. Yep, that's my fav outfit fr this "season". I'm weird, I get addicted to a certain outfit fr some time then totally ditch it completely & it never see daylight again haha :D

Doing the Dele Alli challenge w Adeline, Des, & Lim. Lol (idk who that person is aso actually wdf) Feeling so retarded hahaha. Long taim no selfie w them + Grace. Can you do this? My pinky finger almost broke. Jk. Used to be addicted to Mcd breakfast & now the addiction is back T___T Been eating this way too often nowadays, same set, just either w or without egg depending on mood... Reason I always give in to temptation is cos of the hash brown & hot tea tho, nt the muffin. & I'm alrdy chubby, imagine having this unhealthy habit omg. Speechless abt myself :/ Planned to go to Pavilion to buy smtg tmr~ Just hoping that there's stock. Also thinking if I should have ramen @ Ippudo, soft shell crab pasta @ Ben's, or carbonara @ Michaelangelo's fr brunch. See, thinking bout food again... N & I even made a food list together. Gosh.

Just a few pix from the other night's celebration (bf's bday) ;) @ D'Arc.

If you're still here reading my blog, thankyou ♡ & if you have a blog too please leave a comment so we could perhaps exchange links? Haha. Why doesn't anyone blog anymore T___T Sien haha. Been a pretty happy past few weeks fr me :) Managed to do some shopping. Bought tops, skirts, jumpsuits, jacket, coat. Idk if it's me being picky or are clothes getting uglier these days. The previous times I went shopping I couldn't find anything that I like. So I'm happy that this time around I get to purchase quite a few stuff haha. Since I'm running out of clothes to wear... (says every girl ever lol) Also finally satisfied my peanut butter latte craving :D Finished it so fast, sis was shocked lol. I even found the high heeled sock boots that I've been searching fr so long! It's on its way in the mail tho.. bought it online. I hope it's the right fit & won't be too big. Fr casual wear haha cos I'm so sick of my lazyness T___T Been so lazy t...

Celebrated my love's birthday last night :) Made reservation fr a table by the window @ Marini's On 57 fr Italian fine dining. Simple yet romantic table deco. Not forgetting the view of the pretty city lights. We were first served assorted Italian bread. I liked most of them especially dipped in olive oil & vinegar. Slow cooked sliced Hokkaido scallop w lemon mayonnaise & caviar. Umm, idk what kinda roe is the orange one tho haha :x King prawn carpaccio w citrus pearl, basil béarnaise, & caviar. Looks simple but I actually loved both appetizers a lot. Very delicious! No regrets ordering them ♡ 180gm Black Angus tenderloin cooked medium well (Marbling score 3 & above). W asparagus, onions, potato puree, & truffle essence. I can't even describe how much I enjoyed this but I've been craving ever since lol. Bf can't eat beef so he chose the angel hair pasta w Maine lobster tail in fresh tomato sauce. Accompanied w ...

#throwback to our precious anniversary date ♡ We've been officially together fr a year but it definitely feels much longer than that. We've stuck w each other through ups & downs and I'm glad he chose to stay by my side despite my flaws. He fought fr me & fought through all my early doubts, to prove to me that we can make this happen. And indeed we've made it past our one year mark :') On our anniversary, he took me to Burger & Lobster @ Genting. This is my current fav pic of us ♡ Although he looks a bit serious haha but that's his trademark look la cos he's actually a very quiet person (unless we're alone). The drive up was super cray. It rained very heavily at first & when it finally stopped, it was so misty we could hardly see a thing. Food however, was good! I'm in love w their famous lemon & garlic butter sauce. The lobster was juicy. Salad was yums; fresh, & it had shaved cheese on it. Looking forward to ...

Been a rough June so I kinda broke down in the previous post *face palm* Spending time w Baby N makes things better tho. Don't hafta think as much whenever he's around to disturb me :x Been a fun couple of days w him even though I fell sick (again). Initially recovered but didn't watch what I eat + stopped taking antibiotics, think myself is supergirl lol. So I gotta suffer round 2. P/S: Craving a bowl of Ippudo Ramen. The hothot soup, soft boiled egg & seaweed, omgahh.

Can you show me what it feels like? To have to run away. Funny how just one sesh is able to make me feel so skinny. Also funny how one small portion of my meal is able to make me feel so fat, ugly & bloated. Most of the time I wish I can do it the easy way, nt gna deny that. But nt only am I gna hurt myself, I'll be hurting the people who care fr me too. Sigh. Mixed feelings. I'm at the happiest point of my life yet I also feel it's the saddest. Call me crazy, but that's exactly how I feel. Guess I'm alrdy numb. Even though things are kinda bad I taught myself to be grateful. From a negative person I forced myself along the years to be positive no matter how I really feel inside. And I've gotten so good at it it's like the pretense had become real & idk how to differentiate anymore. I just wish things'll turn out great in the near future. Idk how much longer I can hold. Sometimes I feel like I'm abt to break.

Waking up & all I could think of is iced peanut butter latte (mad crave ugh, but I'm lazy to head to the mall today) & the new addition to the family; Muffin the teacup pom ♡ I'm supposed to be responsible fr him fr 5 whole days when fam goes to Phuket, & I'm nervous cos he's this little fragile thing, only 2.5 months old. It may come as a surprise but I haven't really taken care of a pet before. He's so cute tho :3 I like to think of him as a baby Polar haha. This cutie is imported & came by plane. Sister's bf bought him so suddenly, one day I came home & was like o_o & yep, he pampers her a lot. Probably gna be another unproductive day since I'm down w sore throat. Went to the clinic earlier, when what I really want is beerrrrr. Especially in this perfect weather. It just finished raining the whole day, best weather to be outdoors sippin on drinks & talking to friends, imo. I've been alcohol-free fr 6 days ...